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Jennifer Crumbley, the mother of Oxford School shooter Ethan Crumbley, watches the jury enter the courtroom in Oakland County Court for the fifth day of her trial on four counts of involuntary manslaughter on January 31, 2024 in Pontiac, Michigan

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Jennifer Crumbley, the mother of convicted Michigan high school shooter Ethan Crumbley, took the stand in herinvoluntary manslaughter trialthis week after the prosecution rested its case, according to several reports.

“I wish he would’ve killed us instead,” Crumbley said, referring to herself and her husband James, when asked about wishing if anything had gone differently, according to reports from theDetroit News,NBC NewsandCNN.

Both Jennifer and James Crumbley were charged with involuntary manslaughter after their son admitted to killing four students at Oxford High School in Oxford, Mich., in Nov. 2021 and injuring seven people, including a teacher. The victims were identified as Hana St. Juliana, 14, Tate Myre, 16, Justin Shilling, 17, and Madisyn Baldwin, 17.

Hana St. Juliana, Tate Myre, Justin Shilling, Madisyn Baldwin.Hana St. Juliana/Instagram; Tate Myre/Twitter; Kevin Shilling/GoFundMe; Jennifer Graves Mosqueda/GoFundMe

Hana St. Juliana, Tate Myre, Justin Shilling, Madisyn Baldwin

Hana St. Juliana/Instagram; Tate Myre/Twitter; Kevin Shilling/GoFundMe; Jennifer Graves Mosqueda/GoFundMe

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A memorial outside of Oxford High School continues to grow on December 03 2021 in Oxford, Michigan

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Since Jennifer and James were charged, prosecutors have claimed that both parents could have done more to prevent the shooting. Jennifer’s trial began last week, while James will face a jury in March.

Prosecutors rested their case Thursday, the same day Jennifer took the stand in her own defense.

Jennifer was also asked if she would have done anything differently before the shooting, the outlets reported.

During her testimony, though, Jennifer claimed that guns were not really her interest and that her husband was the one responsible for storing guns in the house.

James Crumbley.JEFF KOWALSKY/AFP via Getty Images

James Crumbley, 45, the father of accused Oxford High School gunman Ethan Crumbley, appears in court for a probable cause conference in front of Judge Julie Nicholson in Rochester Hills, Michigan

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During opening statements, Oakland County Assistant Prosecutor Marc Keast said Jennifer was “given the opportunity to prevent” the shooting, referring to a meeting that morning between school officials and both parents.

The parents were notified after the school saw a drawing of a gun the shooter made on a math worksheet, according to the prosecution. But the meeting ended abruptly, Keast said, and Jennifer declined to bring her son home.

But in her testimony, Jennifer says that while her son was stressed about his future after high school, she never believed it had risen to the level of seeing “a psychiatrist or mental health professional right away,” NBC reported.

Another notable moment from the testimony came when Jennifer was asked about messages she had sent to Brian Meloche, a firefighter who previously testified that she had engaged in an extramarital affair with him.

In the messages, CNN reported, Jennifer wrote after the shooting that she “failed as a parent.”

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“I don’t think I’m a failure as a parent,” she said. “But at the time I guess I didn’t see, I felt bad that Ethan was sad at those things and I guess, I don’t know, I felt like I failed somewhere.”

Jennifer Crumbley.Oakland County Sheriff’s Office via Getty Images

In this undated handout photo provided by the Oakland County Sheriff’s Office, Jennifer Crumbley poses for a mug shot in Pontiac, Michigan

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“No, as a parent you spend your whole life trying to protect your child from other dangers,” Jennifer said. “You never would think you have to protect your child from harming somebody else. That’s what blew my mind.”

In December, the shooter was sentenced to life in prison after pleading guilty to 24 charges, including terrorism, in 2022.

Jennifer will face cross-examination on the stand Friday.

source: people.com