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Just days before her big reveal, Rihannaopened up about how motherhood has changed heron the inaugural episode ofThe Process with Nate Burlesonpodcast.

“I’m living for my son,” Rihanna said on the iHeart/NFL podcast. “Everything matters now. You really start to take a lot into account.”

“Skydiving?! You really think about stuff like that — it’s not worth it,” she added. “Everything is different, life before my son seems very obscure. It’s very small and cloudy, it just got better with him.”

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She later detailedher first time giving birth, tellingBritishVoguefor its March issue that she felt “blessed” for having a “beautiful” birth.

Though the birth was “beautiful,” she admitted to feeling a “head-f—” from the whole experience.

“I cannot believe it,” she said. “Essentially, from one person I became two. You walk into the hospital as a couple and leave as a family of three. It’s nuts.”

Speaking about new motherhood, Rihanna said her first few months have been “legendary” with the infant.

“It’s everything. You really don’t remember life before, that’s the craziest thing ever,” she said. “You literally try to remember it – and there are photos of my life before – but the feeling, the desires, the things that you enjoy, everything, you just don’t identify with it because you don’t even allow yourself mentally to get that far … because it doesn’t matter.”

source: people.com