(L-R) Savannah Chrisley and Nic Kerdiles celebrate their Engagement on March 27, 2019 in Santa Monica, California.Photo:Paul Archuleta/Getty

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Savannah Chrisleyis continuing to rememberNic Kerdilesand their most cherished moments together.
On what would have been Kerdiles' 30th birthday, theUnlockedpodcast hostshared a touching video tributeon Thursday, filled with various moments from the former couple’s time together.
“Gosh… I miss you.I feel you all around me… I see all the signs,” she continued. “We may have been broken up but I never stopped loving you. Part of me always thought that maybe we would’ve found our way back… but who knows. I so badly wish we were celebrating 30! I wish I could’ve seen you be one hell of a dad! You always wanted that… this one hurts. What I wouldn’t do for that smile and an ‘I love you kid..’ right about now ❤️”
Concluding her post, Chrisley, 26, added: “HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET ANGEL 👼🏽”
Kerdiles was a professional ice hockey forward who later briefly played in the National Hockey League with the Anaheim Ducks. Upon retiring from the sport in 2019, hefound success as a realtor and brokerin Nashville.
According toTMZ, an autopsy report indicated there was evidence of ethanol in Kerdiles' bloodstream at the time of the accident.
Nic Kerdiles is pictured on March 27, 2019 in Santa Monica, California.Paul Archuleta/Getty

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Kerdiles began dating Chrisley in 2017. The pair gotengagedin 2019 but called off their wedding in July 2020 andsplit for goodin September 2020.
In the aftermath of his death, theChrisley Knows Bestalum has shared several tributes honoring Kerdlies. She initially postedheartbreaking statements on her Instagram Story, saying she will “forever save our last messages of ‘I love you.'”
source: people.com